Hey everyone that still uses Xanga!! I miss my site! It's so beautiful to remember your past no matter what kind of BS happened and got posted, I never wrote it down of course cuZ I love remembering the best timeZ!!! YAY-UH!!!! LOL
That's the beauty of this site of mine. I love it. I intentionally didn't write about any bad prior feelings I had towards situations. However, I never wrote down my first kiss - I don't think.... It was the greatest night of my life - I remembered lol!!!!!!! Although I'm not with my first kiss person, I am truly happy he made it memorable and kept me happy. I was 16 years old cuZ I wasn't allowed to date anyone before that age. I had to keep my word. I didn't want to date anyone anyway cuZ even when I was 15, I felt like I was a baby girl hangin' out wit my boiZ... and that's what I did. Nothing else lol. I will not speak of him again though lol I am not prepred to explain how I made him feel ~_^ My life was great growing up cuZ I remembered the new experiences, and felt great about meeting new people, talking to everyone, and just beginning to transform into a new gURL... I was not transformed but I just learned a lot!
I love life to its fullest. Concerns right now are only about college. How is everything from here on gonna shape my life in the future? I know there's some people that will always help me no matter what. GOD I LOVE THEM!!! You know what, even when things go wrong and I walk out on things, I turn to look at some friends. I got helped a lot by my boiZ n my gurlZ... I know they'll always be there for me, and I'll always count on them for anything. In the future, they're the ones I'm most certain to keep in my life forever. I hope one of them doesn't get too happy living in the army. I hope the ones that travel far away live happy and decide to come back one day.
Paola, girl there's nothing I can say here on this post to even come close to what kind of friendship I have with you. You're my grandmother Willow tree from Pocahontas LMAO u know it's true. You know I'm not gonna be cheesy. It's not us. Nando, ur my true buddy. Ur always there for me no matter what stupid stuff happens. Thank you. Please come back safely after u leave. Imma miss u SOO much. I will try not to cry when u leave in July.. I want you to carry a strong memory of me being happy. They say that the Army changes a person. I believe it, but I just hope that you are like an INTSY WINTSY TINY LIL percentage that just doesn't change lol.
Man, I remember when I was I elementary, I used to do my hw then run right out of my house to play with my friends. Then in high school, I used to hang out at the bus stop and chill with my friends, then go home and do my hw. Is there going to be time to hang out with ppl in college? I don't know what it's like yet. I love life and I love feeling free. It is like an option to do anything I want. No restraints, no barriers, no anchors... An anchor by the way symbolizes a lot to me. It was like a trademark in my family. It symbolizes strength. No matter where you go, always carry your head up high. Not to be cocky-like. That's too much! Just be happy with yourself. Don't get sad because of something that happened in the pas. It's not like you, me, or whoever hasn't had one LOL I love that fact. The truth is, I have had a wonderful life so far. I hope nothing comes to ruin it lol. Like that's possible, except... There are troubles along the way. I do know that. That's when I look at my buddieZ.
My best Friend had a baby boy on June 12th. I stayed with her during her delivery. It was me, her, and her man, plus all the other medical people - I'm sure not ALL were Doctors lol. So it was great to know that I was there for someone the way I felt they have always been there for me. You know?!?! When guyZ become jerks, and change on you... friends always make the problem go away. Feelings get hurt, but it all disappears when you speak to the craZiest, funniest, spunkiest, smartest, and most bestEST friends in the world!! They give you advice they have been through. I thank god for my buddies. I don't show this everyday when there's so many things to do in the world. Of course they know I've got their backs cuZ I KNOW they've got mine!!
I hardly remember what I used to write in this Xanga. It's sooooo long ago and WAY TOO DAMN MUCH has happened since the last entry. I want to remember my inspiration on this... my mom. She is getting older and older but looks so damn young!! I wuV her advice and how much of a great, heart-warming person she is. I know that you should be the difference you wish to see in the world. According to my eyes, she was what I saw different than all the others. My mom is super DEE DOOPER!!! LMAO Since when have I turned cheesy??? Then come my two broZ. Not one is better than the other cuZ they both surprise me in many ways. I wish that they're as happy plus a gazaTrillion more than I am. THAT"S PRETTY DAMN HAPPY cuZ I LOVE LIFE... You think there's an afterlife by the way? lol. We are entitled to our own opinion. I'll keep mine safe in my mind thank you. Ok off subject lol. Then my daddy... he's such a hard worker. I think that's what I inherited most about my dad! My dad is making property in my country and is going to name it, "Del Mar, Almita's Ranch" omg... my dad. He's not there for me all the time cuZ he's working, and working, singing and singing cuZ he's a lead singer in his group but I understand. He always answers my calls, and if that's all he can do currently, then I'm not complaining. He knows I care, I know he cares, I'll let him do his thing... I go dancing when he sings sometimes. He sings nice and his music sounds pretty good! When I call him to be somewhere - there he goes in his ghetto @$$ Red GMC Van LOL. My paisa dad. I couldn't ask anyone for anything else in the world...
I'm out... Imma go pet Yoshi, Scout, Jade, Milo, and the two turtles...
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